10+ years ago, I woke up

I woke up from what I thought was the end of this life to a life of chronic pain and survival but it was the beginning of my rebirth.

I spent 5 years and 5 surgeries trying to heal my physical injuries. Some will be lifelong.

In 2019, I returned to my old life consciously so that I could break the binds I had to my toxic environment.

Even though I returned to the adult industry in 2019, I never intended to stay. I intended to show the world that recovery, change, and rebirth was possible.

Yes, I stepped back into the fire so that I could cut the chords to the dark energy that had surrounded me. I broke the ties of codependency and people pleasing. I rejected the darkness and began purging those who brought it into my life.

I began the journey of self-healing my mind and body. I surrounded myself with peace, tranquility, and self-love.

Now I am at another crossroads, truly ready to step into my true, authentic self and lay everything on the line to bring about this renewal. I’m ready to break out of the cocoon and walk a life of love, joy, peace, and happiness.

Letting go of the past is one of the hardest things to do but it’s completely necessary. You have to let your old ego die to be able to step into the new you.

I’m getting there and still have so much to learn and grow from, but when I look back, I have come SO far. I give thanks that I am now in a place of peace and that everything I prayed for is coming to light.

I admit I am impatient and I have generationally ingrained feelings of lack but I am aware, and now I can make conscious choices to bring abundance into my life and trust the process.

I never believed in a higher power until the day it literally hit me on the head, but now I see this was a blessing. A hard one but a needed one so that I could finally find my authentic self and no longer rely on others to guide me.

I found my soul the moment I hit that pole and I was at peace with leaving this earthly realm, but it was not my time, and I had so much more to do. I know my path, and from that day on, I knew my purpose was to help raise the vibration of the planet. I hope you continue on this journey to love and light with me.